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The word meaning DJ [04 Mar 2005|08:59pm] I just found it funny.. how NO one uses DJ. Meaning Dead Journal.. >>; Yet quite a few people use Livejournal.. o.o; Anyways.. Bang

Think Twice.. [05 Dec 2004|07:36pm] [ mood | .... ] I think I just want to post this song.. since I like it so Think Twice - Eve 6 When all is said and done And dead does he love you The way that I do Breathing in lighting Tonight's for fighting I feel the hurt so physical Think twice before you touch my girl Come around I'll let you feel the burn Think twice before you touch my girl Come around come around no more Think twice before you touch my girl Come around I'll let you feel the burn Think twice before you touch my girl Come around no more She spreads her love She burns me up I can't let go I can't get out I've said enough Enough by now I can't let go I can't get out Wait till the day you finally see I've been here waiting patiently Crossing my fingers and my t's She cried on my shoulder begging please What is it you really want I'm tired of asking You're gone I'm wasted When I showed up and he was there I tried my best to grin and bear And took the stairs but didn't stop at the street And as we speak I'm going down Yeah.. I dont know. I just feel like ranting about misc. things.. Well you know when you really want something yet you have to take chances to get it? What if.. you tried to take a chance.. yet there was no odds of winning? Like a rigged dice.. or a roulette wheel that never landed on 27.. What if your chances were 0%? Bang

Open book.. [18 Nov 2004|09:18pm] [ mood | ???? ] [ music | Blink 182 - The Rock Show ] Well I just got done watching the OC.. lol. Most Emo, unrealistic show ever. But I love it, I know you people hate it.. and it probably bothers you that I watch it. At the moment I dont care though.. I just want to be open about things I guess.. and post about.. me, and whats on my mind. I love things that are Emo, yet I try not to be emo. It just, grabs my attention... I find some anime guys attractive. I mean hell.. some of them were meant that way right?.. Wow.. Anyways.. I find some IRL guys attractive too.. YET.. I would never do anything with a guy. It would bother me too much. Plus I have my Mandie. I was thinking to myself yesterday, that I could live without her. I couldnt.. though. I would be very depressed, and lonely. She is the one there for me. I have done some really rude, and nice things to her in the past. At one time I was going too far, saying everything that came to the top of my head. That wasnt the best thing to do.. I've made her the most mad then anyone else has in her life. I never wish to have done that, yet its now who I currently am. I wish I could be how I use to be. Not a pervert, and well.. just a nicer person over all. I may seem nice to all of you because you dont bother me, or treat me well. I am an ass if you really get to know me. Hrm.. what else.. I hate humans, how imperfect they are. How stupid they are.. for doing some of the things that they do. Yet.. humans are also smart, not perfect yet sometimes come really close. We have made our life style differently forever. Sometimes I dont think we were meant to live like this. Maybe we found things out that we shouldnt have. Who knows.. if I ever do talk to earth's creator (which I never will) I would have a long talk with whatever it would be. I play PSO a lot, since well.. I dont really have anything else to do. The only person I really invite over is Mandie. I feel too shy or something to call and hang out with anyone else. I usually just wait until someone else calls or tells me. Even then, I usually am "too busy" or something.. I should really get out more. Oh yeah, another thing that bothers the hell out of me is how sex sells. People shouldnt be taking advantage of how we reproduce. It bothers the hell out of me. Men were made to be attracted to women so that humans would mate. People are corrupted by this, messing with their minds. They see what they want, yet not being able to have it. It really fucks people up.. Some games are being bought just for the women in it. Its stupid how gullible some people are.. My mind just went dead.. I have nother more to "rant" about. Well have a good one all. I'll probably edit this post later if anything comes to mind.. |2| Bang

Weekend [03 Oct 2004|09:26pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | Naruto - Haruka Kanata ] Okay well Friday was same shit as usual. Then after school we all hung out in front of school.. like always. Then Jim walked over and invited me to go "rubberballing" (Using paint ball guns yet with little rubber balls) so I went with him.. Mandie, Yunie, Jim, Millie, and Sam. We all went down there.. downtown next to Mirkwood, and played in the small gated arena place. Well I crouched almost the whole time.. which hurt my thighs and legs like hell even till now. So I am probably never playing that devil game again. O.o;; Well half way into playing Yunie got shot in the right arm about 4 times around the same area. So she quit.. Mandie went out with her. So then Jim and I went against Millie and Sam. Well I wasnt too sure when we were starting so.. I asked every one.. well it was kinda like this.. Dan: Are we ready?? ????: GO!!! Dan: What? -gets shot once in the arm and side leaving bruises then runs and hides around corner- Shit!! It kinda sucked... yet it was still fun. So after that Mandie and Yunie were hanging out at the pool place. Kenny, Dusty, and some other people were there. So it was cool seeing them. ^o^ There were Japanese exchange students there.. > >;; ANYWAYS.. Yeah.. we all went to Mandie's house afterwards and I watched them play DnD.. o.o;; YEAH.. then after that everyone left and Mandie and I slept.. ^o^ And just like Leslie said "Waking up next to your loved one is the greatest feeling ever". I love waking up next to Mandie. ^o^ Then the next day.. Jim, Millie, and Yunie came over to Mandie's house again. OH YEAH! We watched the 101 episode of Naruto. Holy shit that is the best episode ever. It was so funny.. ^o^ It was based on Kakashi which my layout is also based on and yeah.. It was the shit... They were playing DnD again.. So I wanted to go back home for a little bit so I could shower and get my gamecube so Mandie could play some PSO. So my mom came and picked me up. My uncle Bob was over here. Isnt that one of the most classic names out there?? Uncle Bob.. thats just too cool. ^o^ Well anyways I got ready, showered, etc. The main reason why I wasnt gonna be home Saturday night because my parents decided that he was sleeping in my bed. So.. "Fuck that" I said and Mandie let me spend the night again. ^o^ So I went back over to her house. I started a DnD person of my own. o.o It was OKAY... I think I might play again.. Well yeah.. slept next to Mandie again. Beautiful feeling of waking up next to your loved one. Then that day.. we just sat around played some games and waited for my mom to pick me up. She went shopping with my sister again for wedding stuff. Well yeah.. I got home and here I am.. playing ToS.. Its good times.. I guess.. Hava good one all!! I love you Mandie |3| Bang

Life [30 Sep 2004|09:36pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Chobits - Let Me Be With You ] Okay yesterday.. I woke up. Yesterday being wednesday. I woke up at about 6:30-ish. Then my mom drove me to Mandie's house. She got about 6 hours of sleep. So we went to school. I am so glad that we werent late. I bet the people who rode the transit were though. Yet Chad gave Leslie and Leanne a ride to school. So they werent late. ^o^ So got to school.. and um.. went through my classes like always. Same shit different day (SSDD). Yup went through school.. in Web Page design I am doing a web page. Its offline but its still a page. I love that class so much more than Computer Programming. You can actually customize your own stuff.. o.o;; Its all good. About 5th period-ish Mandie went home. She tore her whole pant leg. X.x;; That sucks.. so then after all that I went to the doctor's office. For my wrist. Not to sound like a child yet that was the first time I went there by myself.. ANYWAYS. Yeah.. they were going to take X-Rays of my arm to see if anything was injured or something. So then Dr. Clay sent me over to the X-Ray area to get my arm checked out. The little room was scary. I have never had.. well this was the second time I had them taken. Yeah.. I could probably even feel all the radiation flow into my arm with each picture taken.. or whatever. It kinda sucked.. O.o Yet after the little room of radiation I was sent back to Dr. Clay. I got this arm brace. Its pretty cool.. yet the only people that know about it so far are.. Mandie, Leslie, Kenny, and Chad. You'll all find out by reading this post though. I am trying to hide it.. I donno why. So after I got this cast thing.. I went and waited outside for my mom. As I was waiting listening to my music. There was this armored car/truck thing. The driver had something that looked like body armor on. It was so cool. Then they stopped at the bank and walked something in.. O.o;; Turns out that there was two guys in body armor looking stuff and one just in cop looking clothes. Its was cool.. ^o^ Anyways.. my mom came and drove me home. So now I have this cast thing on my left arm. So I let Mandie borrow my Nintendo wrist-band until I dont have to wear this anymore. ^o^ YEAH.. Then this day started.. went to school as usual. I went to my first period class and dropped off my bag. Then went to drop off my guitar and Mandie walked by. I didnt say a thing.. either did she. It was as if we didnt know each other. We walked by each other for a few times. Then Mandie walked behind me and kicked mah butt.. ^o^ So we walked around and everything was fine. Yet for that little time that we werent talking was.. I donno.. scary. I would be so sad if we broke up.. u.u;; Yet I dont think we will for quite sometime. ^o^ So then the day went on.. classes were the same nothing much happened. Then Mandie came over after school and looked for a petticoat. She didnt find any that she liked that would be shipped here before homecoming. Then.. I need to find a tab and learn it by tommorow 6th period.. X .x;; Well I am off to do that. Hava good one all.. I love you Mandie Bang

Movin'! [26 Sep 2004|06:47pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Naruto - Haruka Kanata ] Okay um.. weekend started with Bryan and I hanging out. We went to his house after school and hung out. We played some games and stuff then walked to the high school to get picked up by mah mommeh. Then went shopping to look for a new sweat-shirt or coat. Didnt find either.. u.u;; Yet I got Dragon Knights manga.. 10,11,13, and 14. I didnt get 12 cause it was in crap condition. Yet I only got 10 and 11 and i'll get the other two on christmas. Bryan just kinda ran off.. =/.= That kinda bothered meh. Then yeah.. shopping ended. Got back to my house. Watched some Samurai Deeper Kyo I think its called.. its an anime btw. We played some ToS (Tales of Symphonia), Smash Bros. Melee, and um.. Samurai Warriors. I think that was it. Oh yeah.. I played some Golden Sun. ANYWAYS.. um.. yeah.. > >;; We hung out played games. Then we slept.. by slept I mean.. hadgayorgysexeventhoughanorgyrequiresmorethanjusttwopeople..*coughs* Then the next day my mom got home at about 8 because she went shopping with my sister for her wedding. If any of you dont know yet ima be an uncle soon.. finally. ^o^ (I have been feeling like using that face lately) *shrugs* So she brought home McDonalds or w/e. Then we dropped Bryan off and then my mommeh dropped me off at Mandie's house. So Mandie, Brittany, Jim, and I talked in Mandie's ex-room. u.u;; For the last time. Then we went to Mandie's new house. Since she moved into Camelot today. So yesterday Mandie showed us her new lil' house. ^o^ We played some Melee, Mandie played some PSO, and the next morning I played Zelda and beat the Water Temple for Brittany, well most of it. Then I spent the night, at her new house-ness. It was really hard to sleep though.. x.x;; So then the next morning we played some more games than my mom, Tammy, and Jason got there. With a truck load of stuff. So we worked together to move most of that out. Then they went back to Mandie's old house to get most of her stuff. So My girlfriend/hun/Mandie, Brittany, and I helped her organize some of her stuff. About two hours later my mom came back and brought some food. Then the truck of stuff about 1/2 hour later came. Jim came this time and helped out. Then we got all that stuff inside. Then I had to go.. so I couldnt help with the last load.. u.u;; But i'll see her tomorrow hopefully. ^o^ Yeah my hun is now on the island and I am really tired. Well hava good one all! Love you so much Mandie! Bang

Posteh.. [23 Sep 2004|08:52pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Chobits - Let me be with you ] Okay well day started out really fucking tired. Then went through the boring ass day and SSDD (Same shit different day) and yeah. The try-outs took place. They were all quite nice... I mean most of em'. Lemme see who went.. Mehron, RJ, Liz, Kenny, Erin, and.. I donno.. sorry if I forgot anyone. Oh yeah I hate Walton cause he is a DICK. I went to see Mandie for a few minutes cause she was waiting at the other bus stop. When I got back Walton was playing my guitar.. without asking.. if ANY OF YOU wants to piss me off. Just do something without asking. Holy shit keep that kid away from me.. O.o;; ANYWAYS.. hava good one all! |4| Bang

Same as LJ [12 Sep 2004|08:17pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Naruto - Confrontation ] Okay Friday after school. I walked around with my guitar to show people that I could play "Song of Time" from Ocarina of Time, a Zelda game for those who didnt know. Then after that Jim drove Mandie, one of her friends, and I downtown. So I could goto the bank, and Mandie could go home for a lil' bit. Then we went back up town to the movie theater. We waited about 1/2 hour. Brett didnt come till about.. right when the movie started which Brett had Bryan's money so thank god he came. Then we saw the movie, all the people who went were.. Mah hun ^ ^ (Mandie), Erin, Yunie, Matt, Bryan, Brett, Jim, and um.. some other people. O.o;; That movie was OKAY, kinda cheesy at most parts yet yeah.. o.o;; For all of you who really want to see it, see it now. For the rest, its a rental. Resident Evil 2.. YEAH.. Mandie was holdin' mah hand too. ^ ^ She's so cute. Anyways, after it was over we waited some for people to get picked up than Mandie and I went down to her house. My mom ended up not coming till about... 9 P.M.-ish. O.o;; Traffic and shopping.. or so she claimed. I beat a boss for her on Dark Cloud, and she checked stuff on her comp. Yup yup.. O.o;; Then I finally got picked up and my mom had a crap load of sugary candy. Being cool me I ate most of it without stopping. Cause usually when theres a sugary candy I like I will eat and eat until its all gone. Which makes me really sick. I get sugar-high really easily, which makes me sick. Which makes me not want to eat.. O.o;; Then Saturday morning. Woke up at 8 A.M.-ish, my mom made breakfast and I havnt been awake for breakfast in a long time. So she woke me up for it. She usually makes it Saturday Morning. ^ ^ Anyways, then parents went to a water association meeting. Then I cleaned the bathroom and my room because my sister was coming over. Got to see her again that was nice. When she asked what I though about me being an uncle, I just kinda stood there and looked around. Then my dad said "He said its about time" and my sister laughed. XD ^ ^ Yeah, my sister and her fiance are getting married in this cool castle looking thing. Yeah.. then she left.. and I waited till dinner was ready. Which took a while. So I ended up to getting at Matt's Party till later. I cut through Shuksan on the way there.. "Idiot" as Napoleon would say. Cause I passed the party. So I had to walk back. SO the party. Wow, a lot of stuff happened.. Okay um.. When I first got there people were playing Lord of the Rings games. That looked boring so I walked outside and there Mandie was! Playing DDR (Dance Dance Revolution). With the little arrow pads at your feet. Yeah I play that, you all know. o.o;; Anyways, um yeah.. lemme see. Then when I came inside later people were playing Halo. O.o;; So I played a game and I was winning. That suprised me. I usually am the worst at it. So I guess my training from Dustin Holstrom really paid off. Then when I was playing DDR outside Kenny came, and it fucked up my concentration. XD That was cool that he showed up, someone else did too. Beind the "good" friend I am I wont say anything. ^ ^ Yet Chad didnt.. that kinda bothered me but oh well. ^ ^ So then Millie got there and we hooked up Soul Calibur II. I beat 15 people at that party in a row. My hun was right there next to me cheering me on. ^ ^ Nick I think a kinda dorky kid from school did really good. I almost lost to him. But all my friends were cheering me on so I just couldnt. ^ ^ I had the 15 wins.. until my hun played. x/.x;; I let her win the first round. Yet not the second. My adrenaline was running really high. Yeah so I lost to her.. u.u;; Holy crap I am so glad I didnt lose. Till Mandie, ^ ^;; Hrm.. Other stuff happened yet its not any of my business so yeah. Well.. that about sums up the party from my perspective. Then when the party was over people went home.. and yeah. Its Sunday now, and I am going to hang out with Jesse. His life has been really stressful so far. Plus we havnt hung out in sometime now. Well thats about it for my weekend. ^ ^ Hava good one all! Love ya hun ^ ^ Bang

Doko desu ka? [03 Sep 2004|11:44pm] [ mood | Emo ] [ music | Emo Kid Mix ] ...Where is she? What is she? Why is she? She is mah hun. Which I care for alot. And I havnt been able to spend much time with her lately. Sure i've been able to see her. But yeah.. u.u;; I am just really Emo listening to Emo and yeah. I really need to sleep some. Well I went to a football game today. Before it I went to Bryan's house. Then waited for the bus and saw Chad, and Leslie drive up. So I thought that they could give me a ride. So the last bus went by.. and it turned out that they were going to the game. So my only way home was to goto the game.. x.x;; So I hung out with them for a bit and we three talked at QFC for a while in the little living room looking space. We talked and got carried away, then got carried away and got to the game late. So we got in free cause Leslie was in the band and Chad and I grabbed drum sticks and were "drummers" so we got in free too. I saw quite a few people there. Jim was there.. with friends.. XP Mehron, RJ, Erin, Leanne, Alexis, Dusty, etc. There was ALOT of people there. I wish Mandie was there.. ^ ^ Yet she would never go to things like that. o.o;; I think.. anyways. Yeah.. then we hung out afterwards for Leslie's mom so she could go with Chad, Alexis, and I. So she did.. Leslie and I were really tired.. z.z;; So we were half asleep the ride home while Chad and Lexis talked. Then I am here now.. wanting..waiting.. for my one and only.. hun. Luff ya hun |1| Bang

Convo's.. [28 Aug 2004|06:11pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Naruto - Wind ] Hun.. I was just reading our convo.. when we dated in Feb... it made me cry.. of happiness and sorrow. XP -sighs- Anyways.. turns out that Terran (I cant spell her name I dont care) swears alot.. And isnt who everyone thought she was when they first met her. So heres how it started.. KakashiiSempai: Heard about your party.. VlI Seven VlI is no longer idle at 5:37:13 PM. VlI Seven VlI: What party, everyone botched up again VlI Seven VlI: I really don't want to talk about it, sorry KakashiiSempai: Botched? KakashiiSempai: ...From what i've heard I understand why.. VlI Seven VlI: And what have you heard KakashiiSempai: That you were having a BBQ and said for people to bring money.. which not alot of people have.. VlI Seven VlI: Yes and in the end, not only did no one not bring money, no one called to communicate and heather ran off to Jim's, Yunie went home and Millie went to Sam's VlI Seven VlI: Everyone helps out Dan, you know that KakashiiSempai: ...If you're hosting something you dont tell people to bring money VlI Seven VlI: If the party couldn't have happened, fine at least call me and tell me what's going on KakashiiSempai: If we all brought it up together then maybe.. VlI Seven VlI: Don't fucking leave me on a god damn hook VlI Seven VlI: I asked for everyone to "help" KakashiiSempai: Heather didnt goto Jims till about 7.. VlI Seven VlI: Help meaning please help out with food and drink VlI Seven VlI: Fucking a Dan you'd ask the same f everyone if you were having a party KakashiiSempai: It sounds like you're depending on others.. when you're hosting something.. you dont do that.. I didnt KakashiiSempai: When I had my B-day party.. KakashiiSempai: I had some pop.. food.. basic things.. we watched anime, played Video Games.. nothing much.. VlI Seven VlI: No, I was asking for help because everynoe wanted to spend heather's last time here for a long while KakashiiSempai: Sure it was no BBQ but still VlI Seven VlI: The point Dan is that it was a group event KakashiiSempai: With money.. VlI Seven VlI: If the group didn't want to do it they should have called VlI Seven VlI: No VlI Seven VlI: The money could have been done a different way so not a lot had to be spent but I don't give a shit about the money Dan VlI Seven VlI: If it had come down to it I'd have used the last 10 bucks I had to buy some hot dogs KakashiiSempai: "Hang out.. but oops you need to pay" Its kind of rude to ask guest to pay VlI Seven VlI: The point is that no one gave a shit about it VlI Seven VlI: The truth is that Millie wanted to be with Sam VlI Seven VlI: Heather had no money so she figured no it won't work VlI Seven VlI: And Yunie had no clue what was going on so she just went home KakashiiSempai: And..? VlI Seven VlI: And nothing, it's fine if they want to do that KakashiiSempai: Well do you understand why no one came? VlI Seven VlI: But fucking call me and tell me so my aprents aren't on my ass about what's going on VlI Seven VlI: parents* KakashiiSempai: Maybe you should have called back VlI Seven VlI: I understood that from the beginning Dan, and frankly I don't give a shit VlI Seven VlI: It's not a loss to me other then the fact I don't get to see Heather now VlI Seven VlI: No Dan, I shouldn't VlI Seven VlI: I shouldn't have to do all the fucking work for you guys VlI Seven VlI: I have DONE the work CONSTANTLY VlI Seven VlI: You all are old enough to be responsible and pick up the god damn phone for two seconds and say "Sorry, I can't make it" VlI Seven VlI: Simple KakashiiSempai: You all didnt bring it up together.. you brought it up yourself.. I dont think everyone had to call and tell you what they were doing KakashiiSempai: Maybe we were all busy KakashiiSempai: They.. I wasnt involved.. VlI Seven VlI: Dan, I asked as many people as I could get a hold of did they want to do this party, they all said yes, I asked each one if they could help out and pitch in a bit, they said no problem we'll see what we can do. If I had had to spent my last 10 bucks to buy food cause no one else could afford it you know I would have. I have always paid for you guys, I have always put a lot of money out for our events but when I ask for HELP there is a god damn fucking reason. Fuck everything else, what pisses me off is that no one gave a shit enough to call me and tell me, "Hey taryn, I'm really sorry but I an't bring money so does this mean the party is off?" Or "I can't make it, sorry, I have plans." VlI Seven VlI: Did any of you give a shit to do that? No. And that is your mentality. You just don't give a shit. Then she signed off.. hrm.. o.o;; |1| Bang

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