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[May. 16th, 2005|08:59 pm] |
I MADE SYLVAN CHOIR!
I was like the happied person a live today.
I was sooo surprised to see my lovely name on the list.
Im so excited for next year.
plus I have a choir concert sometime soon. like in a week if anyone wants to come. |
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[Apr. 18th, 2005|08:50 pm] |
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA CHRISTY'S MOM THINKS WE ARE LESBIANS BECAUSE OF THIS PICTURE:
HAHAHAHA AND PLUS SHE THINKS ME AND CHRISTY ARE CURRENTLY DATING EVEN THOUGH WE BOTH HAVE BOYFRIENDS. HAHAHAHAHA! HIL-AR-IOUS. |
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[Apr. 14th, 2005|04:37 pm] |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|07:33 pm] |
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STAND STRONG STAND PROUD. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|10:04 am] |
k. I have decided to write in here about me and my friend hilarys situation with friends. it basically sucks. we have lost a lot of friends lately and she is feeling replaced and we dont deserve to be treated like that. I have come to the conclusion that me and Hilary are great people, we are good friends, NEVER choose dicks over chicks, and we get stabbed in the back for this?!?!?! thats just plain wrong! we dont do anything to hurt our friends so why do they always hurt us? we dont deserve that. so i would like to say FUCK ALL OF YOU that have hurt me or Hilary. and guess what?!?! we dont need you anyways! we have eachother, for me and Hilary are bestfriends. Im glad to get that all of my chest you fucks.
♥ Kristen |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|03:36 pm] |
I decided to start using this again. even though i have absolutely no friends on here. I shall find some. I know sarah has one. shes one of my GJ friends. and she rules! yep. so I am just updating right now to tell you all im using this again. I dont want this journal to go to waste.
♥ Kristen |
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| i <3 the virus! |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|04:48 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | virus- pull my strings | ] |
i am listening to the awesome band THE VIRUS. yes they kick ass.
its time to fight for what you believe in
and if you know what i mean,
you know what your missing
we aint gonna live by these rules no more
but we gotta figure out what we're fighting for
-virus <33333
i live my life FULL CIRCLE
i run around FULL CIRCLE
i live my life FULL CIRCLE
im wasting my time circling around
-virus <3
...too tall, too old, too fat, too young, too ugly thats who i am...you can be what ever you want when you grow up...why me? why does this always happen to me?...
-virus <3333333333
fuck with my mind
like you fuck with a toy
and im no longer your little boy
-virus <3
hm. im bored. i wish someone would call.
what should i do for my birthday next week? any suggesttions? i think i should have courtney, erica, maybe ben, drake, and christy come over. thats what i might do. i MUST see at least christy, drake, courtney and erica. last year my birthday SUCKED! NONE of my friends called AT LEAST to wish me happy birthday. =( it made me soo sad. this year BETTER be different. i know at least drake will call. he wont forget. i have to tell my mom that i want her to cancel my guitar lessons for my birthday. i dont want to go to it on my god damn birthday. that would be gay.
hm. i am going to the beach in 2 weeks. i hate being seen im a bathing suit. i have LOW self confidence. me and my sister are gonna hate being seen. i want to walk around venice and just see whats out there. i dont really want to swim. but i will though just to make everyone happy. i hate how everyone thinks that i can be happy all the time. my mom gets mad at me if i dont smile. she yells at me and makes me feel like shit. next minutes shes like "why arent you smiling". hm. i wonder why im not smiling. i HATE being so fake around my family. but i kinda have to to make them happy. blehhhhh.
i love the way you just ignore me. i love talking to a brick wall.....hahaha NOT.
ericunt veenus, crotchney menHOza, kruston dickmann. dont you like our names? they are pretty awesome if you ask me.
i HATE being so god damn bored!
what do you really think of me?????? i would LOVE to know.
fighting for a future.
i think i will go now. |
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| taken from lala/laura |
[Jul. 18th, 2004|12:00 am] |
Suicide is not the answer
Ask the 25-year-old who tried to electricute himself. He lived. But both his arms are gone.
What about jumping? Ask John. He used to be intelligent, with an engaging sense of humor. That was before he leapt from a building. Now, he's brain-damaged and will always need care. He staggers and has seizures. He lives in a fog. But, worst of all, he KNOWS he used to be normal.
What about pills? Ask the 12-year-old with extensive liver damage from an overdose. Have you ever seen anyone die of liver damage? You turn yellow. It's a hard way to go.
What about a gun? Ask the 24-year-old who shot himself in the head. Now he drags one leg, has a useless arm and has no vision or hearing on one side. He lived through his "foolproof" suicide. You might too.
But... Who will clean your blood off the carpet or scrape your brains from the ceiling? Commercial cleaning companies may refuse that job--but SOMEONE has to do it.
Who will have to cut you down from where you hung yourself or identify your bloated body after you've drowned? Your father? Your mother? Your wife? Your son?
The carefully worded "loving" suicide note is of no help. Those who loved you will NEVER completely recover. They'll feel regret and an unending pain.
Suicide is contagious. Look around your family. Look closely at the 4 year old playing with his cars on the rug. Kill yourself tonight, and he may do it ten years from now.
You DO have other choices. There are people who can help you through this crisis. Call a hotline. Call a friend. Call your minister or priest. Call a doctor or hospital. Call the police. They will tell you that there's hope. Maybe you'll find it in the mail tomorrow. Or in a phone call this weekend. But what you're seeking could be just a minute, a month, or a day away.
You say you don't want to be stopped? Still want to do it? -Well, then, I may see you in the psychiatric ward later. And we'll work with whatever you have left.
Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.
***IF YOU’RE READING THIS, PLEASE STEAL IT AND PUT IT IN YOUR JOURNAL TOO.*** |
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| woohoo!!!! |
[Jul. 17th, 2004|09:56 pm] |
drake called me ysterday at 12:30 when i was trying to go to sleep. and he told me he was inside the whole time. and i was outside thw whole time. we were sooo close yet sooo far away. me and him talked on the phone for a pretty long time. it was great.
we have been going out for a month and a half now. wow. thats a long time. woohoo!!!!!!!
thefiendclub898 is awesome.
I GOT A HUGE ASS MISFITS POSTER THAT SAYS FIEND CLUB ON IT. IT IS SOOOOOOO KICK ASS!!!!!!!!!! i also got a virus cd. i love them!
I CANT WAIT TIL MONDAY!!!!!!!!!! i get to hang out with erica courtney AND drake! WOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
I GOT A BIG BED WOOOHOOO.
i am bored and kinda hyper. but theres NO ONE to call or hang out with AGAIN. blehhhhhhhhhhh.
I GOT LEAPORD PRINT SOCKS. WO0T WO0T!!!!
~kristen~ |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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| | dead kennedys - kill the poor | ] |
christy called me today and said she couldnt go to the creekwalk with me. so after that i didnt really wanna go to the creekwalk anymore. so i was just watching tv with my sister.
then drake called me. he said "do you think you can go to the movies?" o said "yea probably" and he said "anchorman 8:50" and i said "ok let me go ask my mom right now" so i asked my mom and she said yes and i told him i could go. then i got to the movie theater at like 8:30 and the screen said anchorman started at 9:00. so i thought maybe he said 8:50 so i would come earlier or something. so i bought my ticket and i walked over to the creekwalk cause its right next to the movies.
i found erica, courtney, melanie, and melanies friend. i told them i was meeting drake at the movies. adn they said ohh ill walk you there. so we were waiting and waiting and waiting. then it was 9:15 and everyone said "we arent gonna wait anymore we're goin back to the creekwalk." so i was like god damn it he stood me up and so i just went with everyone to the creekwalk.
i really hope he has a reason for this. maybe it was my fault though. maybe i got the time wrong. sounds like something i would do. hmmmmm. its driving me crazy cause i dont know what happened. i need to talk to him right now. grrrrrrrrr. blehhhhhhhhh. ahhhhhhhh. hmmmmmmmm. |
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[Jul. 17th, 2004|09:50 pm] |
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i am having a very boring summer. i need to get out more and do stuff...but what? i live pretty far from my bf drake and hes kinda sick, erica and courtney are grounded, erika is in greenville, christy is in sebastapol,and lauren is in mexico. who else is there? i dont have very many friends. but ohh well i dont need them.
I WANT TO SEE DRAKE SOOO BAD!!! its really gay how ive only seen him twice and we've been going out for a month and a half. i wish he lived closer. i guess thats why i was so nervous seeing him last week. im not comfortable with him yet cause i never see him. online and the phone is totally different. he told me he got nervous when he was walking up to me. he said his hand was shaking. courtney pointed out to me that me and drake love eachother sooooooo much. she said we say i love you like we are married. LMAO.
me and courtney talked about sooo much things........
we talked about our dads. how i think about all the time about what it would be like to have a dad that you felt accually loves you and you can tell they really care for you. i think of my uncle. hes like the PERFECT dad. i wish i could be loved like he loves my cousins. i hate having a dad that i hate with a stong ass passion. it sux. i hate the way he treats my mom. i hate how they always fight. screaming and yelling blehhhhhhhh. one day i would love to see my parents get a divorce. my mom deserves sooo much more than him. ive hated my dad for a long ass time. i dont even remember when i started hating him. its sad really.
we also talked about when we are 18 we are gonna buy a house and we are gonna live with nick cranford, erica, ericas bf (hopefully it wont be sam by then), courtney, ben, me, and drake. and we wont let nick cranford do the grocery shopping cause he will probably just buy beer.
it was a great talk. i loved it. i need to have more of those talks to more people. i really wanna get closer to my sister. i can talk to her sooo long its just we always get in fights. i dont like fighting with her but we are sisters and thats what they do. i wanna talk to her though. |
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[Jul. 14th, 2004|09:58 pm] |
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| | pieces of me ashlee simpson | ] |
me and my bro got in a fist fight yesterday. i have ugly nasty bruises. eww. it looks gross.
i wanted to see drake today at the skatepark. he couldnt go til he got his hair cut and dyed. by the time he went to the skatepark...it was already almost time for me to eat dinner so i couldnt go. i was so sad. i wanna see him soooooooo bad.
on monday i am waiting
on tuesday i am fadinG
but by wednesday i cant sleep
-ashlee simpson LMAO
I AM SOO BORED AND I WANT DRAKE TO CALL ME!!!!!!!!! |
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| im co0ler than your grandmother |
[Jul. 14th, 2004|07:01 pm] |
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| | descending angel- misfits | ] |
ello all,
i begged my mother to let me spend the nigth at christys house all day on saturday. she finally let me go at like 9:30. so i went over there and me and christy were online all night. LMAO she shaved her arms. lol it was soo funny cause she thought it was wierd that i shaved mine and i said your only co0l if you shave your arms. and a lit of people said it was a "turn off" if you dont shave your arms. so she shaved them. LMAO. its soo funny. we took pictures of our arms together iot was hillarious.
and of course since i was with christy i had to come up with a million inside jokes. me and her laugh soooo much. we cant spend like 5 minutes together without laughing. ITS CRAZY.
the next day we went to the moviues. we saw sleepover and anchorman. on the way to the movie theater we saw drake walking with his friend kyle. we all waved. he couldnt see me cause i couldnt roll down the window and there wasd tinted windows so he could only see someone waving at him but he didnt know who it was.
when i got to the movie theater. i called drake with christys cell phone and i was talkin to him. and i told him it was me waving to him and stuff. i told him to go the movies and he said he couldnt cause he had no money. and i told him i could sneak him in and he said well ic ant cause my dad wont give me a ride and then i said awww that sux. and he told me to just see one movie but christy hella wanted to see anchormnan so i didnt get to see drake. i was sas. but newayz it was hella fun cause i was with christy and we always have fun at the movies.
anchorman wasnt as funny as i thought it would be. but it was kinda funny. SON OF A BEE STING! sleepover was kinda gay but it was ok. after we went to the movies we went to mcdonalds and i got a mcflurry. mmm yum yum in the tum tum.
cristy and brett are going out. who set them up who???? me i say! lol. neways. i am soo happy for christy. wo0t wo0t. mmk bye
~kristen~ |
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[Jul. 10th, 2004|01:47 pm] |
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i went to christys house today and we walked to drakes house. he was gone skateboarding so we just walked around and came back later to his house but he still wasnt there. so we just went back to christys house and then we went online. like 10 seconds after we got online drake signed on. and i said hey this is kristen on christys sn. and he said kristen? woah. and we called him a bunch of times. and then we asked if he wanted to hang out and he said yea. ill be at BV school in 10 minutes so we met him there and he gave me hug. wo0t wo0t. and he kept smaking my ass. one time he hit it hella hard ouch. he hit my ass with hella stuff. lol sticks, his skateboard, the bungy cord, his hand...they we found a dog and we went to houses to use a fone and we finally found the owner and drake got 3 bucks for returning it. then we walked back to the school and then we walked to taco bell. then we walked back and we went to drakes house. we were scared of his dad. so we tried to make him not see us. we went to drakes room cause we talked him into going to the creekwalk with us and he asked us what he should wear. we made him try on his skin tight pants and when he went to take um off they ripped it was hella funny. then i had to go home. i was with drake for like 5 hours and i never called home so my mom was kinda mad. not really tho. i am sooo happy that drake is back. hes hella fuicking hot and i love him. online before we met him i said "thanx for telling me you came home yesterday" and he was like "i tried calling you but no one picked up." so yea he tried. wo0t wo0t.
~kRisTeN~ |
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[Jul. 10th, 2004|01:45 pm] |
missionfailure71: drake was at the skatepark today
XdeVoTchKaXx: no he fucking wasnt
XdeVoTchKaXx: right
missionfailure71: i swear to god he was
XdeVoTchKaXx: no fucking way
XdeVoTchKaXx: he would have called me or something
missionfailure71: damn it yes he was
XdeVoTchKaXx: hes still with quinn
missionfailure71: call his house
XdeVoTchKaXx: not right now
missionfailure71: NO HES NOT!!
missionfailure71: HES FUCKING HERE!
XdeVoTchKaXx: WHAT?!?!
XdeVoTchKaXx: you better not be lying to me
missionfailure71: I AINT FUCKING LYING
XdeVoTchKaXx: why dont you call his house and tell him to call me
missionfailure71: cos he knows i hate him
missionfailure71: and i expressed it at the skatepark
XdeVoTchKaXx: ITS HIS BIRTHDAY TODAY GOD DAMN IT
missionfailure71: ok....
XdeVoTchKaXx: why wouldnt he call me?????? he always calls me
missionfailure71: well...
XdeVoTchKaXx: i think hes kinda mad at me cause you were at my house
missionfailure71: hahaha
XdeVoTchKaXx: ahhhhh wtf
XdeVoTchKaXx: WHy the fuck would he tell ashley and not me he probably likes her again god damn her
XdeVoTchKaXx: he told christy too but nooooooooo no his own fucking gf
missionfailure71: told them what?
XdeVoTchKaXx: that he was coming back today
XdeVoTchKaXx: he told them today
missionfailure71: lol
XdeVoTchKaXx: im kinda pist
missionfailure71: yeah i would be too
XdeVoTchKaXx: hmmmm....
XdeVoTchKaXx: blehhhh
missionfailure71: beeep
XdeVoTchKaXx: if he doesnt call me tomorrow im gonna be hella pist
missionfailure71: yee
IDK IF HES REALLY BACK I REALLY WANNA KNOW AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
~kRisTeN~ |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|12:32 am] |
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| | the unseen - are we dead yet? NOOOOO | ] |
DRAKE called me again. wo0t wo0t! i talked to him for pretty LONG wo0t wo0t! i was sooooooooo HAPPY. wo0t wo0t! TOMORROW IS DRAKES BIRTHDAY. he is turning 13 so we are gonna be the same age for like lets see 3 weeks cause my birthday is 3 WEEKS after his.wo0t wo0t. im turning 14 in 3 weeks from tomorrow. wo0t wo0t! i <3333333333333333333333 drake with a strong passion. wo0t wo0t.
THE UNSEEN KICKS ASS BITCH! you best beieve!
i <3 the way you totaly ignore me
YOU DONT GO IN THE BATHROOM WITH ME
KENNEDYS SHATTERED HEAD HITS CONCRETE RIDE, JOHNNY RIDE
TEXAS IS AN OUTRAGE WHEN YOUR HUSBAND IS DEAD TEXAS IS AN OUTRAGE WHEN THEY PICK UP HIS HEAD. TEXAS IS THE REASON THAT THE PRESIDENTS DEAD YOU GOTTA SUCK SUCK JAKIE SUCK. RIDE JAKIE O PRESIDEND OF KENNEDY... -MISFITS
ben doesnt like drake cause hes a fashion punk? umm ok then buddy.
IM SO HAPPY FOR COURTNEY! she has a bf wo0t wo0t for her. ben dick. they hella like eachother. me and courtney love eachother. the only problem.......drake and ben HATE eachother. that sux. but me and courtney wont let that stop us from hanging out. NO FUCKING WAY!
me and courtney are hella like best friends now. its hella co0l. i <3 her to death. im still best friends with erica too well duhh. its hella cool cause my 2 best friends are step sisters. wo0t wo0t.
wo0p wo0p. ben says thats his word and who ever says it he said "ILL KILL" me and courtney say it all the time now. will he really kill? let me think about that.............NO.
i am a ko0l kid 4 life?????????
~kRisTeN~ (krusten??? erica= ericunt and courtney is something else i forgot what tho) |
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[Jul. 8th, 2004|12:18 am] |
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DRAKE CALLED ME YESTERDAY!!!!!!!!! when i heard his voice i said OMG! i was soooooooooooo happy. i need drake here soo bad. i cant live without him. the whols week hes been gone i couldnt stop thinking about him. i cant wait til he finally comes back. I MISS HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2004|01:00 am] |
zizzle zazzle to the wazzle fo shazzle shizzle my nizzle frizzle dizzle conswizzle rizzle razzle drizzle drazzle frazzle wizzle jizzle quizzle mizzle mazzle quazzle azzle izzle bizzle bazzle cazzle cizzle dazzle fizzle fazzle gizzle gazzle hazzle hizzle jazzle kizzle kazzle lizzle lazzle nizzle nazzle pizzle pazzle sizzle sazzle tizzle tazzle vizzle vazzle xizzle xazzle blizzle conizzle frapizzle janizzle janazzle franazzle boblazzle opizzle opazzle frotograzzle tomakizzle frotogrizzle tomakazzle blehhhizzle blehhhazzle
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[Jul. 2nd, 2004|12:59 am] |
i finally talked to drake last night. he said he cant stop thinking about me. he said he couldnt call me cause there was something wrong with the phone and it wouldnt let him call long distance. soo he had a good enough reason for me. lol. then me IMed me today and he said the fone was fixed and he would call me later. wo0t wo0t! yay!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| I MISS DRAKE GOD DAMN IT!!!! |
[Jun. 30th, 2004|12:25 pm] |
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DRAKE SAID HE WOULD CALL ME EVERYDAY THAT HE WAS GONE BUT I AHVENT GOTTEN A PHONE CALL YET AND HES BEEN GONE FOR LIKE 5 DAYZ. I MISS HIM SOO MUCH. BUT I CANT BE MAD AT HIM EVEN THOUGH HE HASNT CALLED. I LOVE HIM.
~kristen~ |
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